no.
please, do fuck off.
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please, do fuck off.
for the last few days, it's been ridiculously cold. yesterday when i woke up, my weatherfox read -10 degrees F. this morning wasn't as bad, it's a whole 1 degree F. and it's snowing. i really think the bone chilling temperatures and gloomy and dim weather with little sunlight (or any light for that matter) is really affecting my mood. i am seriously starting to think that i have seasonal depression, probably like a lot of people out there. i am usually much happier and contented during the summer months when it's warm and we get a lot more light everyday. i guess this is all pretty much common sense.. oh well.
other than that, i'm being a slackass with school. it's the third week, and i still haven't really cracked any textbooks. i've done my weekly required assignments, but that's about it. i think i'm gonna do a bit of reading tonight, hopefully to catch up so i don't freak out when midterms approach (which we all know, happens very quickly).
this weekend i'm going to a small underground event called broken heart (it's a pre-vday party) in madison. headlining is a dj called gein. he spins dark and evil dnb. should be fun, and nice to get out of town for a night rather than sit on my ass in my apartment.
i guess the only other thing to report is that i'm gonna try to make it down to georgia and then florida for spring break. i'll probably be leaving friday, march 16th and driving down to savannah to see my gard for a few days, then going to orlando in the middle of the week to see my other friends that live there. i just need to save up some money for traveling expenses and partying while i'm there. werd?
every time i sit down to say something .. i can't. i don't ever feel like explaining how inadequate i am and how much i hate waking up in the morning. .. but that's not all true. i don't know what's going on anymore. since late november of last year things have changed. moved fast. fucked up. gone to extremes i never want to experience again. i can only grab on now because i work in a medical industry under the blanket of information technology and i'm always busy. i need to get away from here. far away. i need to spend some time contemplating life with crazyfoo .. he always guides me to the path of righteousness.
i just need a change.
it doesn't even have to be permanent. i need to see something other than my mundane life.