MonkeyPhish

why is techno so good? the constant flow of noise with a steady beat. you can do so much with technology today .. so many effects and funky synths can be applied in so many different ways. also, why did it take so much substance abuse for me to realize this? and why is this feeling enhanced by said abuse? mystery's.

techno channel on di.fm is fucking fantastic right now -- while i'm not sure why this is (say, would it have been as good if i were not under the influence of god's heavenly grip?) it doesn't really matter .. i'm enjoying myself.

i can't think about anything for more than two seconds before my mind gets absorbed by the music again.

that's why this is in short bursts...

i watch too much television. the shows that are currently airing new episodes: 1. american dad 2. family guy 3. heroes 4. house md 5. las vegas 6. lost 7. my name is earl 8. prison break 9. robin hood 10. the simpsons

shows that i will contune to or have watched the entirety of: 1. 24 2. jackass 3. seinfeld 4. viva la bam 5. weeds

work is tiring. i stay continuously busy all day. lots of paperwork. random calls for help. i do get some sort of satisfaction out of it, though. the only problem i face is the guy i work with. after over a year there he still doesn't know how to handle that place. i wonder if he has any clue .. how many people have mentioned to me how unprofessional he acts at times. i do my share of bullshittin' around but nobody that i know complains about how i do things. i could be wrong, though .. i'm sure i don't agree with everyone's opinion.

everything aside, though .. i don't foresee any problems. i'm way more chill and laid back than i used to be.

this weekend is probably gonna kick some fuckin ass. my ex-girlfriend from when i lived in tennessee called me up and wants to come party this weekend. i'm getting all my shit ready .. trying to organize some bassy-ass d&b, psy and gabber. i'm also getting my hands on some goods. i haven't let loose in a while .. over a month .. gonna be cool to hang with my boys too. haven't even spoken with 'em all too much in the past month.

i forgot to mention day break above. i'm about to watch the latest --season 1 episode 2 .. and with that said. good night. and good luck.

Posted by soundgard at 06:21 PM | Permalink | Comments (1)

i need a hot blue coil to meld my broken cerebral cortex back together. it was utterly destroyed when my circuit board stared smoldering, igniting a chain reaction that permanently split my temporal lobes apart. i am now nothing but an empty carcass; a series of tangled wires and shattered glass memories.

Posted by crazyfoo at 06:12 PM | Permalink | Comments (1)

why? because i studied for like 4.5 hours tonight for finance. lots more studying to commence tomorrow. and i have gears of war. i played it for about an hour before i decided it was fucking awesome and i had to stop playing or else i'd be seeing the sunrise.

Posted by crazyfoo at 03:31 AM | Permalink | Comments (1)

usually, i don't give two shits about voting. but i guess i realized that it's important to let your voice as a citizen of the united states be heard. hopefully we can get some evil scumbag republicans out of office.

oh yeah.. i voted NO to the ban on gay marriage in wisconsin. and i voted NO to the death penalty in wisconsin. and i voted YES to remove the united states forces from iraq.

hooray.

Posted by crazyfoo at 02:30 PM | Permalink | Comments (1)

what a fucked up life i have. i'm such a goddamn good-for-nothing, lazy piece of shit.

anyway. i've been working back at shepeard blood center for about a month now. it's tearing me apart. after best buy fired me i took a bus (in my brain) to a magical place where space and time have no meaning and good friends are always there to make you laugh, sing and dance. the amount of things i've done to myself in the past year is almost amazing. i won't go into detail but i definitely look at the world in a different way -- and because of this, taking back a full time position in a corporate information technology department is taking it's toll on my fragile mind.

my friend is leaving. he's moving back to his home in massachusetts. i don't blame him .. i've wanted away from here for a while. but for some reason i always seem to spend more and more time here. i guess i'm just waiting for some significant, life altering event to take place so that i'll actually .. maybe, who knows -- go? how stupid can i be? i digress.

shepeard isn't bad. i'm actually enjoying myself while i'm here. the work is pretty constant though right this second i'm typing this on my workstation. the past few weeks have been pretty hard. lots of stuff happening and i find that sometimes i'm the only one that cares enough to fix some things -- and am able, i should say. brooke has all the best intentions but she's 1) not fully trained in networking and troubleshooting, 2) not getting paid enough to take on anything else, 3) been shot down for not knowing anything about computers for so long that she probably believes it and 4) is leaving anyway so it doesn't really matter.

yea. i'm back in the same office with ol' girl. round two of my emotions getting tossed around but it's different this time. while i still feel sad, upset, jealous and whatever else .. i don't really care. of course it's not total apathy (though i sometimes wish) .. it's tolerable. past dealings with psychedelic tryptamines has definitely had an impact. if i haven't told you already, she's getting married and leaving the country. i'm kinda speechless about the whole deal. have been for a while .. but life goes on. how shitty.

i don't really know what else to say. i have more but the neurons or whatever in my brain are starting to give up on thought. my leg is starting to shake. i need drugs. no i don't. i wish for things i shouldn't have. i need to take a break.

but will i? find out! next time on ....... deranged cuntbag lawyer brain dead junky stoner tech! dun dun dun ....

Posted by soundgard at 09:43 AM | Permalink | Comments (2)

for those of you that are interested:

kickback to the future iii pics

even closer campout pics

Posted by crazyfoo at 08:38 PM | Permalink | Comments (1)

since soundgard is a damn slacker, and i seem to be on a roll as far as updates go, i'll continue that trend. it's friday. and thank god for that. the last few weeks really have seemed to go by in the blink of an eye. in a way, this is quite sweet as this semester is horrible and i cannot wait for it to be over. but on the other hand, since the semester is almost over, i really need to start busting my ass and quit the massive slacking, otherwise i may be in danger in doing quite pathetically in a few of my classes, namely finance. i have a finance exam next friday.. and if i i don't pass it, the chance that i will pass this class will be close to non-existent. i also have an emerging technologies exam on tuesday, as well as a programming assignment due. thankfully, the prof for that class decided to post a practice exam which i will diligently review this weekend. oh yeah... did i mention that i hate college?

tonight i am probably gonna go see saw 3, cause i missed it last week due to kickback to the future 3. i'm excited to see how it measures up to its predecessors, both of which i've been a huge fan of. oh yeah.. i should have the pictures from labor day's campout and kbttf3 developed in a day or two, so look for those here pretty soon. :)

the headies are finally rolling into milwaukee. i even have a little spice rack going again. sage x sour, body odor, trainwreck, grapefruit, white widow, and purple urple. mmm. i love headies.

uhh.. i guess i thought i had more to say than i actually do. this weekend i am gonna try to study a bunch for my finance and et exams, as well as complete my et assignment. but before all that, i'm gonna play a bunch of final fantasy xii. i really have yet to get deeply involved in it, but i hope to dent it by the time the weekend is over. and gears of war is coming out tuesday. jesus.

Posted by crazyfoo at 02:29 PM | Permalink | Comments (1)