death of a dream.
i'm trying to do as much homework as i can right now, so i can have some fun later tonight and not feel as guilty about it. it's fucked up that schoolwork totallyh pwms you until the semester's over.
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i'm trying to do as much homework as i can right now, so i can have some fun later tonight and not feel as guilty about it. it's fucked up that schoolwork totallyh pwms you until the semester's over.
two of my 300gb maxtor sata150 drives are dead. no warning. just dead. i tried to breathe life back into their fragile forms but to no avail. fuck maxtor for being dumb. they're both still under warranty, though .. and maxtor is hotswapping one of them while newegg is taking care of the other. hopefully the replacements won't be so jewish. 600gb of dvd movie images. fuck.
i am officially hired at sk computers of augusta (skc) .. i go back this coming monday. i assume that's when we'll chat about money and hours. diebold (or the company that does the hiring for them, i can't keep up) called me earlier this week to confirm what county i lived in in regards to the november election -- whatever that means. it sounds good, though .. i haven't even had my interview and they're already asking me questions concerning the upcoming job.
i'm out of marijuana right now. it's kinda got me a little on edge, but the fact that i don't feel normal without smoking the herbs .. worries me a little. not enough to where i won't buy more tomorrow, though. hopefully tomorrow i'll get some other candy too -- speaking of which, terrible news. my mans who gives me the quality hook on all my drug needs (other than mary jane) is in jail! .. i'm pissed but at least now i'm forced to take a break from mindfucking myself every weekend. (un)fortunately i have access to rock .. just not rolls. .. rock and roll .. lol. that wasn't intentional -- or funny. heh. hehehehe.
listening to some matt good. for some reason i keep going back to his music. it makes me feel good -- i'm sure everyone has some type of music that only a select few enjoy or even know about but has some profound effect. i'm probably just reading too much into it 'cause i'm baked, but that's the way my brain has been feeling lately. i'm so chopped and skrewd.
on a side note, mindless self indulgence helps me get to work in the morning.
i still can't fucking believe i missed them only a few short months ago .. i even knew about the show ahead of time. but i think i was too busy getting drunk downtown or something .. i don't know. i hate myself.
i'm starting to feel actual stress caused by school already. christ, it's catching up with me fast and i've barely cracked open any of my books. too busy with these group projects and shit. goddamnit, one of my teachers assigns a portion of a group project each week so it forces my group to meet on sundays to get all the work done. i hate it when teachers ruin my weekends like that.. makes me want to put a bullet in their head.
other than that, i might be hitting up this minirave called ultimate arsenal this friday. it's just a one night event, but should prove to be fun.
i was browsing around dA like usual and i came across this really fantastic wallpaper [link] .. i really like the guy's entire gallery so i decide to look over his bio .. see what his influences are and what not. i check out his website which i'm hoping is something really mind blowing considering the scale of his wallpapers (especially as of late) .. i love it! it's great! check this out -- [link] .. click on the first block (WALL)
... for cancelling tonight's show. i didn't buy tickets to any of your others, so we may never meet. sigh.
i hate life.
if you look at the time this is posted .. go ahead ......see.. then you may understand why i am so fucking haggard right now. i've had over six months of the good life and now .. today .. i return to the life of a grunt. i'm running on about two hours of sleep 'cause my schedule is so fuckin' sideways. oh well, though, eh? for a split second i thought to myself .. ya know, i wouldn't need to worry about sleep if i had some ice. mmmm. but fuck that.
at least my shoes are comfortable. picked 'em up in pittsburgh when i was up there for my boy's wedding.
fuck. really. don't get me wrong, though .. i'm as pleased as a priest getting a handjob from an alter boy. i just need to get adjusted. i need to go =\
i think part of my brain is dead. last night destroyed it. i won't go into any details but jesus christ .. anyway .. a lot has happened over the past week. earlier in the week i was offered a job at skc .. local computer repair shop. yesterday i got a call from diebold and was offered a possible temp/seasonal position to run the machines for federal and state elections. my first post would be in some random county in georgia this coming november. but before that happens, i'll need to drive to atlanta twice for the interview and training. if they like me, it's extremely likely i could be promoted to regional manager after november. nice thing is -- it shouldn't conflict with skc except for taking a few days off whenever there's an election.
and of course on top of all that i have the company to start with my homeboy. things are looking pretty good .. a complete 180 from even a couple weeks ago. the horizon looks extremely busy, though .. i hope i can handle the load.
crazyfoo: no 64bit :(
soundgard: 64 bit sucks now anyway
soundgard: you can upgrade when it's more mature
crazyfoo: not when vista is out though
soundgard: psh.
soundgard: fuck vista in it's skank ass
crazyfoo: lol
soundgard: i'll probably run 32bit even though i'm able to take 64
crazyfoo: microsoft is a whore
soundgard: i wish bill gates would give me a handjob or something
crazyfoo: same
soundgard: payment for downloading his fucking shit
crazyfoo: i'd give him like, a cheeseburger if he would do that for me
soundgard: lol
soundgard: i would squirt a little poo on the burger first
soundgard: better yet, i'll make him eat my chocolate covered hotdog after i pound him a few good times in the butthole
... was the fucking shit. the third time i saw him, and the best, no doubt. the mc is just like fine wine; he gets better with age. also, we tried to get him to smoke a bowl with us, but some beaster-smoking-fucks already kidnapped him and raged him before we could get back with the crown royal. goddamnit. well, it truly was him missing out and not us. ;)
so.. it's almost friday again. i think i'm gonna try to take it easy this weekend, especially since i have to meet up with a group for my productivity and operations management class on sunday. but next weekend, i am gonna break it down with the ultimate arsenal..
i am really enjoying this weather. low to mid 60's, breezy, and drizzly with grey skies. it's very melancholy. besides that, i ate at wow cafe and wingery tonight. it was pretty good cause they used actual fresh chicken breasts for their strips and other good quality shit.
i started refreshing my visual basic skills tonight. the last version i used was microsoft's visual studio 2003. the class i'm taking (emerging technolgies) is now using visual studio 2005, which is cool since i have realized they added a lot of useful shit and fixed a lot of dumb crap that annoyed me in the old version. i've got a programming assingment due in about 2 weeks, but it doesn't look like it'll be too hard.fucking nice to be learning something in school that is at least somewhat interesting now.
i dunno, i really wanna upgrade my computer, but i don't currently have all the funds that i'd like to spend on it. right now i'm looking at about a grand for what i want.. and that would be enough to buy a new case too so i could use my old parts as a htpc in my living room. i could easily afford to make loan payments if i were able to get the $1000 loaned to me, but due to my credit situation, i haven't had any luck getting a credit card approved. does anyone else with a bad credit history (mine is only due to past medical pills that were paid off--but somehow they stuck on my credit report) have experience in getting a bank to approve you for a credit card or loan? ideas.. anyone? anyone? bueller?
i have a huge cock. my headache right now, however .. twice as big. i had baberitos for dinner. heavy d burrito .. holy god in hell .. tasty as all fuck. steak, beans, rice, sour cream, guac, lettuce, tomato and a little garnish of fuck yo momma! after that i smoked an insane amount of pot so i guess that's where this feeling of slow death comes from.
a bunch of guys i know are getting space in downtown augusta on broad street. they're using the back of the building for a studio and general place for the band members to gather and perfect their art. my bro eric approached me about turning the storefront into our own computer shop. this .. would be fucking nice. the place is already being paid for so the costs are minimal. we went through so many possibilities .. it's an incredible opportunity if we handle it correctly. there's even a flat downtown eric and i are thinking of picking up .. meaning walk to work -- only not really work since we'll be management/everything.
tomorrow i'm going to see the building and then head to lowes to start fucking around with the interior. oh! almost forgot .. while brainstorming a name, my favorite idea was "the terminal" .. and inside that would be two separate entities -- "terminal studios" and "terminal computers" .. or some variation within. hopefully this will take off in the coming months. i still need a job, though .. i have way too many bills to rely on a startup tech shop in the dirty south.

such a weekend of "good times". i hate when it's over and i have to start the weekly grind again.
as for the reason for my lack of updates, well, see gard's reason. :D
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no posts. know why? drugs ..