infinite sadness
the past week was outstanding. i had a great time seeing my friends and getting shitty on multiple occasions. there was a lot of happiness, a little anger, some confusion .. it was good. i did some stupid things, though .. possibly with long term effects .. but you'll know about that if i want you to. doesn't belong here.
i'm back home. a little bit smarter, very tired and very sore. i did way too much walking .. my toe got infected .. my left leg is sore and doesn't work well. for whatever reason i loaded both discs of mellon collie and the infinite sadness in winamp .. put it on a low volume and shut off all the light in my room. just felt right. still does.
my reflection, dirty mirror .. there's no connection to myself .. i'm your lover, i'm your zero .. i'm in the face of your dreams of glass