lost
the past couple of days are a blur right now. i went out saturday and smoked some stanky danky and drank beers with a friend. after that i went to a bowling alley (didn't play) and visited a few people i knew. once i was done with that i went to another friend's place (by the this time it's around 2am on sunday) and chugged energy drinks and ate a lot of morphine. we watched movies all coked out and smoked like two packs of cigarettes. at around noon i decided it was time to go home .. so i did. the drive was kinda fucked but i made it. so i immediately go to bed and wake up ten hours later. i make something to eat but i'm still tired. so i go back to sleep for another nine or so hours. now i feel really fucking haggard .. it's noon on monday but it feels like it should be night .. i don't know. at least i wasn't being an emotional whore.
the first guy i visited on saturday had some news for me. his family owns ipswitch. ipswitch has operations in augusta and recently opened a position. he's getting me to apply and interview but before that having me meet the senior guys. 9-6 M-F, 4weeks paid vacation, 36k/year .. not bad at all. with that salary i could easily move out and do whatever. the only problem .. it's advanced support for iMail (their email server) .. so i need to refresh myself on commandline parameters, smtp, dns, tcp/ip stacks, packets ... etc. no worries, though. i got this.