what can i say that you can't say better? what can i tell you?
i still have a lot of hate inside me. i feel it when i wake up in the morning and look out my window and see the world moving about. for some reason, i wish it would just stop. freeze frame. pause. everything standing still.
if this really happened, i think it would make me feel peaceful. i wouldn't have to worry about keeping up with the world. i'd walk down the street, look up at the sky and see the clouds and sun frozen in time. this would bring a quaint smile to my face. i would laugh as i see all the people who were previously so wrapped up in their lives just standing there, motionless, their ambition and goals ripped away from them without even a whisper of a protest. i think it would make everyone truly equal. no race relations, rich, poor, you name it. just beautiful statues of lives that used to be.
am i fucked up for wishing this upon humanity? no.. i don't think so, i'm just a lonely stoner living in this cruel prison of an existence.