MonkeyPhish

i was scheduled to work today. last week i asked a coworker to fill in for me 'cause i didn't wanna work. he agreed and i got it worked out with management. but he ends up being sick so guess who gets to fill in for him .. the guy who was originally scheduled. horse shit.

today was worse than the day after thanksgiving. too many people brought back too much shit and gave me way too much to deal with. i was sweatin' around 10pm from all the products i had to move from g.squad/cust.serv to the warehouse to get shipped out either to the manufacturer or to our service center in atlanta. again, horse shit.

but i'm off tomorrow and wednesday. maybe i'll wash clothes and clean the kitchen. maybe i won't and instead play xbox, smack my dick around, watch tv and nap.

oh, and to top everything off, the guy that was supposed to work for me showed up around 9pm buyin' shit. i guess he got to feeling better. asshole.

Posted by soundgard at 10:45 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

i've decided that this weekend i'm going to try something. i've never gone above 1500mg of dxm in a single dose. i think it's time to eat 2000mg and see what happens. it's been a while so my tolerance is down. here's to hoping i see a light at the end of the tunnel. cheers.

Posted by soundgard at 12:53 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

again i've ruined the fucking holiday with the same shit i've been dealing with for god knows how long now. i keep doing it to myself so i can't complain .. but i'm pissed off at myself.

#1 question of 2005, why did i think things would be different?

Posted by soundgard at 09:34 AM | Permalink | Comments (0)

i haven't been updating. oh wait, nobody reads this .. my bad, guess it doesn't matter. why don't i chat with myself for a bit.

so. hey sg. what up? doin alright? ... not really. i kinda hate life ... kinda? that seems like a positive step ... you think so? i suppose. my best friend is going through a tough time right now and i'm worried about him ... who? ... crazyfoo. the cancer is eating at his insides and now some doctors are trying to stab at him with knives ... i hate to hear that :( how's he doin? ... alright i suppose. haven't talked to him in a few days. when he comes back i think i'm gonna figure out some time to travel up there and smoke him some bowls ... sounds nice. marijuana is friendly ... yea. ... so, what else is going on? ... not much. i don't hate my job like i did when i first started but there's still a lot of bullshit. at least i'm full time now and got "promoted" to a team leader. geek squad is like a can of cheese. i don't know how but that just seems fitting ... you're in the "geek squad?" lol, you fucking loser ... i have a small dick too, want me to add you to my list of people i wanna kill during my mid life crisis? ... whoa, calm down, captain ... i /am/ calm. stop being a jerk ... whatever. ... whatever.

i don't plan on updating again any time soon. it may happen. i don't really care at this point. i'm considering doing some dex on friday. since i'm off saturday and sunday. that shit is crazy bad for my health. feels fluffy, though.

<3

Posted by soundgard at 10:32 AM | Permalink | Comments (2)

.. at life.

Posted by crazyfoo at 05:17 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

i can be surrounded by people .. friends, family .. but i still feel completely alone. i haven't felt like this for a while.

Posted by soundgard at 06:40 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)

i had a dream that i met a girl that i've never seen before in my life. she was beautiful and i instantly fell in love with her. but the worst thing was that in my dream, i was constantly chasing after her.

fuck.

at least the girl wasn't my ex.

Posted by crazyfoo at 11:55 PM | Permalink | Comments (0)