fucking anger
i picked up roadrunner united: the all-star sessions today after work. after downloading and listening .. i knew i had to own it. this is the best record i've heard in a long, long time. it's incredible hearing all these insane musicians get together to honor roadrunner records with a full album of original music boasting a taste of old and new fused together birthing a hardcore mesh that makes my body shake uncontrollably. if you're a fan of any kind of metal .. buy this. it's like $12 at best buy and has an awesome dvd that showcases parts of the creation.
i've always loved roadrunner. they have some of the greatest metal bands signed and continue to bring in new talent that blows everyone else away. right now i'm listening to the agony scene. these guys rip out some pretty rockin' metal. after this i'll probably pull out some of my old cradle of filth mixed with a little devildriver. maybe at taste of chimaira.
this music fuels me. i have so much agression built up .. this helps me understand it .. to a point. it at least gives reason to the high-pitched noise in my ears when i'm in a quiet place. with that said, i need more powerful speakers.
i hate to say this .. but i've kicked ass at work the past couple days. i was on a roll taking on everything and not going fucking crazy over it. i explained to one of the techs what "ACPI" was and how it effected IRQs (past and present) .. my boss overheard me and complimented me on my explanation. made me feel smart .. i don't feel like that often. joey from slipknot says he doesn't consider himself a very good drummer .. that's how i feel about my technical skill -- don't get me wrong though, his modesty is incredible compared to mine.
devildriver > coal chamber .. just fyi
on a side note, next week i have four days off so i'm going to take a fucking shitload of psychoactive drugs. cry for me sky ..