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my life is moving at the speed of hatred. on the drive home from work today i had my left arm up and held onto the top of the headrest. my head was back and i was listening to "the system" on xm radio. lots of good electronic/techno/trance. thru my sunglasses and truck's windshield, the world looked like old film footage. kinda aged and dirty. i'm getting pretty sick of things.
i want my chrome bag and gameboy micro. i want a lot of things. most of them i can't have .. one thing i want more than others but it seems like the most unlikely. crazyfoo doesn't even know what it is .. and i doubt i'll mention it. it's one of those things you just deal with. like right now as i was thinking and typing i looked at winamp and it looked back at me and started playing some tool .. after i hit play. once again music makes everything better.
i don't go back to work until sunday morning. when i get there i'll be starting on inventory. that really fucking sucks. i've heard horror stories. consider how big bestbuy is. i really feel for the media department (music and movies). oh well. for the next couple days i doubt i'll leave my room. that's the highlight of my life right now. on that note, i'm gonna go walk into incoming traffic and hope they don't stop this time.