ice cream overdose
after work today i stopped at coldstone. again. i seem to be doing that a lot but seriously, the place is across the street. plus ice cream helps when it's smooth and creamy. at any rate .. i just finished off a pint of it. i feel like shit .. but a good kind of shit. i got somewhat excited a few minutes ago when i felt a pain in my arm. "oh my god! is it time?!" ... then no. i guess i'm not fat enough yet. maybe too young. i don't know. my heart is a son of a bitch and refuses to stop.
other than that, i just finished watching the shawshank redemption. i'm really bad at rating films and listing them in some type of order but this is somewhere in my top ten. if you've seen it you'll understand. if you haven't you deserve to die. "i guess i just miss my friend."
there's a small amount of smirnoff sitting on my desk. above it, actually. in front of my replica light saber and next to my linksys router. i may chug it and see what happens. ice cream and liquor. and doritos. cool'er' ranch. i remember when it was cool ranch. then it became cooler. but it's been "cooler" for a long time. why don't they just put it back to cool?
Red: "I find I'm so excited, I can barely sit still or hold a thought in my head. I think it's the excitement only a free man can feel, a free man at the start of a long journey whose conclusion is uncertain. I hope I can make it across the border. I hope to see my friend, and shake his hand. I hope the Pacific is as blue as it has been in my dreams. I hope."