dex
life is much better when you enter drugs into the equation. i feel like i can take on the world and just brush it off my shoulders because nothing can phase me. right now i'm on the first plateau. very calm. soothing. earlier today i overshot first and went to second where i would close my eyes and see all sorts of images and think all kinds of thoughts. while i was in bed feeling the force of the dex, a couple things i remember are images of leslie and julie. both were distant .. but at the same time not far away. it's really hard to explain but it kinda opens my eyes a little bit about what i've been seeing in the past weeks .. if you remember.
i feel kinda of drunk/stoned. i ball up my fists and crack my neck a lot. disconnected. it's a strange feeling but i'm liking it. bottles of water rock my world. so do corn flakes.
my life is odd .. i just want to make sense of it all.